Haven't written in here for forever..

Back at school.. so far it's alright. We've played lots ATTACK uno. in that order thank you very much. We had a little party this weekend too where out of nowhere we decided to walk to the bar, already drunk mind you.. and yes all of us, and see everyone. So we did that. The walk is a blur haha.  Some hilarious pics of that night. Bad but funny. Haven't seen Ryan since he helped courtney with her car problems friday, but soon. I love that boy. Mom apparently is having some back problems. Poor girl. Nate's going home this weekend, but I'm staying here.  It'd be nice to see him but it's hard to do. He won't care haha.

Oh and I'm also playing volleyball again. I'm not horrible.. so that's a plus right? haha.. serving is still a problem tho.

Write again.. um.. sometime

I had an amazing time down in Albany for this new years eve weekend.  New Years Eve was kinda weird cuz we were in a party with tons of people with basically none I knew and I didn't expect Ryan to talk to just me the whole night so it was kinda uncomfortable.  But near the end of the night it was better.  I was supposed to only stay for that night then leave the next day but ended up staying to go to a party that night with some of his friends. I had so much fun that night.  Laughed alot.  Then the next day ended up staying AGAIN cuz of the roads.  I missed out on going to his show tho cuz I found out I couldn't leave too late. :( but  I hung out with his mom and sis back at his house til he got home and they showed me home videos haha.

Since then , I've not really done much.  Hung out with Ash, saw Tash, went to dinner with dadders and such.  Ryan might come up this weekend but I doubt he will.  Ash and I are supposed to go to Chris' party this weekend so that'll be fun. 

Besides that I'm kinda just hanging around the house. Kinda down today.  At the moment I am useless. Theres no point to my life.  Since I'm on vacation I dont' feel like I have something usefull to do.  I def need to think of something tho cuz I don't like feeling useless.  Maybe start some project of some type.

So I am DEF going to Ry's show and hanging out with him on New Years Eve.  Might be going down as early as tomorrow if he ends up not having to work. Should be fun. I'm gonna miss my friends tho :(  But you can bet your ass I'm gonna be calling you guys when I'm drunk and stupid! haha I'm sure you'll appreciate it. Or you can give me a call of course.

Christmas was wonderful. I got so many good presents. That day wasn't so great tho. Got stuck in dads driveway and just basically not a fun day for kelly.  But it was alright. I rearranged my room to fit my tv in and pushed my bed against the wall and actually cleaned it haha.  It looks uber hot. Ashley came over last night to talk about stuff and I showed her.  Sometimes I donno what I'd do without having a best friend haha I'm so clueless.

I've gained weight and I am VERY unhappy about this sooo for the past few nights I've been working out every night for like an hour and will continue to do so until I am happy with myself again.  And by gained weight.. it's actually not that much just any weight gain is not good.  Vain? maybe but it's what makes me happy haha.  I'm the skinny girl that's what people know me by or something.

And .. that's all for now

I'm home!

So i DID end up passing and everything. I did surprisingly well actually. weird. Higher GPA then ever. So I am going back yet again :) So i've basically been sick since I've gotten home. It's great. really.. But when I have managed to do things I've gone shopping with ashley and also went to dinner with a bunch of people home from college at friendlys.  That was fun.  I'm still not done my christmas shopping yet. boo. I think I'm going tonight with mom since I can't go with any friends if I want to buy for them! I'm done with all my family but I still gotta get some stuff for friends. I can't wait for christmas, I'm sooo excited! I love christmas. I miss college a little. I miss Ryan alot. haha. Hopefully I'll be seeing him new years eve tho if the roads are okay. They better be! or else.. um.. well I'll just be pissed I guess haha. 

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So apparently I need a 27 at least on my final in physics to pass. I hope to god I can do that otherwise I DESERVE to be on probation. Home tomorrow after this horrible test is over. Well actually.. then I'm going to my advisors then back here to pack. Ry's gonna be here when I'm doing that. Imma make him carry the heavy stuff :) mwahaha.. I won't see him til New Years Eve. weird. But I'll see Mr. Ashley and friends and my wittle babies. I'm babysitting on sunday so money yay. I'm getting sick tho my throat feels like something climbed down there and made a home. ew. I can't wait for christmas! so excited.

so everyone. cross your fingers for my 27!